APARENTLY NOT FAR ENOUGH

WITH SOMEONE ELSE, I COULD SPEAK, WHAT DOES IT MEAN, I THINK I KNOW, ITS NOT FOR ME, BUT ITS MY FAULT IT NEVER WAS, I KNEW IT FROM THE DAWNT TILL DUSK, DAMN BUT I STILL WISH IT WASN'T HARD, SO HARD TO SEE, SO HARD TO LEAVE BEHIND.